I can't think of another word to describe the last few days down here. Sooo much has happened, and yet there's so little time to describe it all. The past week i have felt numb to many things. My passion has seem non-existent and my heart had hardened to so many things. BUT, the Lord is good and sovereign. I'm still learning who He is and about His grace, And HIS desire for me. How perfect and ENOUGH He is. And so I have found this role of leading to been good, stressful at times, but good.
And the King has brought me to my knees at HIS feet several times... and I'm sooo thankful. I felt so much emotion last night. Worship was soo Amazing for me. We sang "Be Thou my vision" and "So I wait for you" at least I think that's the title. Either way, the Lord put me in my Place. He was/is Faithful in my prayers. I asked for emotion/feelings/ SOMETHING, and He def. gave it to me and continues to. I just think of Hosea 6:1
"Come let us Return to the Lord, for He has torn us that He may heal us; He has broken us, that he may build us up."
And so: Psalm 6:9
"The Lord has heard my plea, the Lord accepts my prayer"
Words cannot describe... And so time is not important. Love you all... Be back in Canton Aug. 2nd and I'll make a trip up to Athens very soon.
2 comments:
"here i am, at Your feet...in my brokenness, complete." can't wait to see you girl.
"I also saw, moreover, that it was not my good frame of heart that made my righteousness better, nor yet my bad frame that made my righteousness worse, for my righteousness was Jesus Christ himself...now did my chains fall off my legs indeed." -John Bunyan, Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners
"The sweetest thing in all my life has been the longing" -C.S. Lewis, Till We Have Faces
You're in good company, my sister- I think Marisa & I had conversations about the exact same thing on our team leader summer. You are perfectly loved- allie
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